| I don't mean to ruin my life but I just found out all the annoying bitches who hate me that are my 'own kind' are somehow related to me... not as in being my cousin or anything... but they are either friends or probably distant cousins... I'm not sure. Don't you hate being Filipino? Small fucking world!!!!! -_- And I ain't even TAGALOG. |
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| And somehow that's accurate right now.
Great. :D |
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| I wouldn't know how to report but people in NYC are crazy.... ghetto people are crazy... gangs are crazy. I just saw some dudes banging on a black car and trying to break it. They hung by the side of the car and then went off. They went inside the car behind it and zoomed off. I hope everything is alright. People here are nuts. |
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| Love.
You become weary when you heard and feel that word.
Not the 'I love you, friend!' kind of love.
The, "You're the one I cannot live without... You are my partner for life. I love you, [insert name/nickname]" kind of love.
I honestly have lost sleep and energy probably by 1-2 of them... maybe 3. But this time around I felt a worst pain... but then we ended up staying in contact and so on and so forth.
Unfortunately every love song goes back to that guy... I don't know if that's 'unfortunate' either...
I guess the pain is what is unfortunate.
Sometimes I feel like I may mean nothing anymore... and that's probably how things go. It goes like that with friends. I don't mean the ones I keep close to my heart, but the potential ones I 'could' care for. You see them for a bit and after you leave school, work, an event, etc. they are GONE. They are just this memory. "Hey I remember that person... they were cool... til they stopped giving 10 shits about me."
So I think love can be overrated. Maybe when it hits the spot, then you're lucky...
Now end it with this song:
I Hate Everyone by Get Set Go |
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| もー、会えないんだな。嘘みたいだな。眠り方も忘れたみたい。
いずれにせよ、夢の外だ。君がいないんじゃなぁ。
あー、恋しくなる。苦しくなる。どうにかなる。
触れない距離、積もる月日、それらがいま二人を離していくところ。
悲しみコードは爆音です。
君の声も聞こえない、届かない。
ざわめく風が薫る、るる──────。
アローンアゲイン
頼りない世界。グルグル、いつまでも回る。
うずまく心は七色。また会えるのかな？
ハロー、ハロー、届いたなら
悪戯にワンダフルワールド。 |
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